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He Playes Music and Chess..He just knows and does..

This picture is of a man who applies strategies in a peaceful way.  It is from a book called 'American Edge' photos by Steve Schapiro  At some point he made a decision to create and learn.  I would hope that this peaceful constructive attitude..this thoughtful attitude..would truely be..America's 'Edge'..

The following is an excerpt from a copyrighted piece I did a few years ago..

'The man pondered this..then slowly his thoughts returned to social inertia..he would seek the peace formula..he would know this thing..to pass it on as vaccine for dread illness..that leaves all living it contacts maimed, dead or shrunken in life..for no purpose..It is an illness that indulges insanity in many ways..It is known..It has long histories..it is the horror of WAR!

Said it and say it again and again..'Peace is just easier'..Peace Tony 

Inside to Out..The Group

In a group the loop de loop of feelings in the thought..expressed in words undressed in front of nerds..will I be caught?..Discipline psychology..is not weak understood..in this group are strangers..does it do good..the unknown and the dangers..the flame all burning wood..

I suspect third from the end may be a pedafile..and woman third from back would stab kill one with a smile..How can I find help or be helped..in this dreary mess..embarrassment and feelings spent and verabally express....coals Newcastle..must be facile if I am to heal..what is problem mine to robbers who would steal?

This group is plain scary..my fears are really real..not like the ones created..in solitude or stage..in motion from laughter to crying

acceptance unto rage..

Taking feelings wheelings dealings how I feel inside..when astroturf of punk unworth thinks Buick turboglide..this one's ears are droopy..

that groups all suicides

The pinnacle of reason..is the only way..I can stand and make a plan in this relfection play..what one does may be unique and nothing I would touch..but the context of the act just does not matter much..when planning the hows and whys of happy for each day..just have a care to be fair..the best in every play..

This pretty kitty thirsts..found a water source..some things just sane..no need explain..just ask any horse..

Some things can change and rearrange meet those new to you..but what you feel is what is real..its always up to you..

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'There is so much to integrity'..it is a hard road to truth..'true communication can never be controlled or edited'..Peace Tony

 

 

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Roadsign 24..The young man grew to maturity knowing he had learned..

 'My pacifism is not based on any intellectual theory but an antipathy to every form of hatred and cruelty'..A. Einstein

'To my mind to kill in war is not a whit better than common murder'..A. Einstein

'Nothing will end war unless people refuse to go to war'..A. Einstein

'Knowing who you are is turning what you want into what you need'..Cryin

'A lie is a hole in the road to truth'..Cryin

'Women learn life giving birth and teach it to men'..Cryin

'Females are the peacekeepers of the world'..Cryin

'There is no wasted energy in an act of true love'..Cryin

'Each lie makes the truth more expensive'..Cryin

 

'As I learn much of it validates what I have known since childhood'..Peace Tony

 

A Train Ride

I look at this painting and think of my Father.  He had the feeling and essence portrayed in this image.  For me..a Bohemian artist with a feel for music.  One who rendered himself in class anywhere..from a party in the village..to a mansion owned by a well educated member of Boston's 'social register'.

Yesterday I had cause to think of my Father and of copyrights.  It reminded me of an adventure my father had. 

Dad was chairman of the 'Grievance Committee'  for ascap..(American Society of Composers Authors and Publishers).  I used to jokingly say he was appropriate for such a job..apropos..despite his wit and charm.  He traveled to a meeting of this committee with Rod Serling author and creator of  television show 'The Twilight Zone'.  They took the train to New York from Los Angeles playing Gin Rummy to entertain themselves..betting on points and 'boxes' as well as each game.  My Father won..he later said..'what I won on that game paid for my fare'. 

He won something else which concerns all of us who have copyrighted music that may be played in juke boxes..or performed on stage.  Royalties for those two actions concerning ones musical compositions.  This was a great victory when all factors of ownership and propriety in clubs and equipment are factored in.

Ascap in being formed defined legally 'monopoly' in U.S. law.  Rather than monopoly 'Consent Decree' was created for professional unions of this type.  (ascap and bmi)  This took four years in Federal Court Buffalo.  When they were done BMI followed the pattern and format set forth in this court action.

Peace Tony  

 

Scooter Girl

 

Man by the road..grass of green..wasn't he lookin' fine..singing a song sayin' girl left him..he was never mean..

just like this love of mine..in another scene..

Whoa Patty where is your home..did you take the dog..Where is the child..where is my car..where did you roam..

Whoa Patty hold on up..aint got no woman to mount..I guess you gone..I didn't look on..you took our bank account..

Patty darlin' it was you..left me shakin' with my heart achin'

Like the Asian Flu..

How is the baby..how is our child..do you ever think..whoa patty sing a blues song..

Drive a man to drink.

Whoa Patty..come back home..or did you toss it all?..Whoa Patty is another man kickin' trickin' in my stall?

Patty come back I miss you. 

Got no money..no car..miss you darling..you  run so far..Why you runnin'..were you just funnin' with me..Patty ride that cloud

I will watch the home..you will see..

Girl pound the sky..meet those wonder whys..

I will never roam..Whoa Patty!

 

Sometimes..sometimes just simple blues...for those lonely past times..Peace Tony

 

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In A Mind

How many times have I reached out in hope of touching someone?  It always seems difficult to channel energy in voice.  I have discovered that knowing what I believe makes it easier to say.  This is probably the case for any honest person. 

Define honest?  It may be as difficult as defining 'truth' or 'reality'.  These descriptions are usually defined as 'truism' or 'temporally correct'..said in the 'sign of the time'. 

The sum  or product of subconscious thought is felt in the gut..going to an exciting social event..to meet that special someone..before a competition or debate..the prospect of conflict can bring this 'gut' feel to many folks. 

The 'old mind'or the subconscious remembers everything ever sensed.  The gut gives us the subconscious reaction. 

Those special times..when the gut communicates with the mind..is always available. The bridge in this photo represents the hypothalamus..to connect the conscious with the cache of the subconscious.  It seems all forms of awareness and meditation lead to discovery of the total memory..the subconscious.

If only all times were special..what a wonderful world..the opportunity brought about..would be the best for each person.

(Photo from  Kimmers Blog..at Vox)       Peace Tony

 

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AS TIME ROLLS ON..

These are strange times.  During the last administration I saw people afraid to speak.  I saw things that blew me away..but not that totally..so totally that I would be afraid to speak.  The right to free expression is not just in the constitution..it is inherent to mankind..it is inherent to any mammal.  I am of the mind that only private property draws a line in what can or cannot be expressed publicly.  

If a law is unconstitutional I do not see it as a legality..rather..it is usually a passing convenience of a political or fiduciary nature.  The constitution addresses who people are..not how to control..thus exploit them.

A negative campaign clouds the issues of what people need.  Not just the privileged but everyone.   Clouded issues are another gift of war.  Wars are always about money.  They do not end when the soldiers come home.  For those killed life ends.  For those with irreperable damage..from war..it is a constant fact of life.  For those who survive there are constant reminders. 

Today on NBC I saw a political commentary involving four experts and their analysis of the upcoming elections for the United States Senate.  They were discussing how to use a negative campaign.  They were discussing what would work.  They were discussing how to use everything from street people to the president of the United States.

I was just disgusted.  

'Many fears have no true reason or substance.  As with ninty percent of what is seen, they are the creation of another.  If I act in expectation or prejudice I feel manipulated..so I do not'.

Peace Tony

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Conflict No...

 As the man prays..he may be questioning his decision to make that left turn thus having to depend on the direction of strangers. 

The familiar is always seemingly comfortable. 

There must be many philosophers and others who examine the hows and whys of living that justify what they do with what they are told.  They must wonder why folks justify conflict with day to day pettiness and damage or take life.  They wonder and become frustrated by war..and the violence found in history. 

Having done this myself..having theorized and tried to find a reason for conflict..I saw what many others must have seen..what many may in fact have found and postulated as the justification for mankinds intolerance of his brethern.

There are a whole gaggle of deep thinkers that feel conflict is necessary for discovery.  I have said 'conflict leads to discovery..discovery should never lead to conflict'.  There are those who do not see discovery without conflict as possible.  They feel that innately mankind needs to be 'tough' through conflict..ready through conflict..to survive the nature of the continuum..of the universe.  If that understanding is there..why stop?  Is it more comfortable?  Is it easier?  Obviously for those who, in conflict die, are made sick, refugeed, orphaned, widowed and broken in dream and spirit..those who have starved or died of thirst..for those made insane in bitterness or the deluded dreams of a madman..passed to them from that madman who hopes for riches and fame..for the unfortunate used..it is not comfortable. 

The man who lost himself in an American city..is transporting what appears to be topsoil.  His job requires him to deliver it to what is probably a devolopement with planters.  The folks who live by those planters want trees and flowers.  Their children go to school..to learn how to build their own lives. 

Civilized behavior is the plan and procedure for mankind.  Most every  person..if asked what they would wish for if  granted three wishes would say 'peace on earth' first..the man in the photo has faith..a true faith can be tested..it cannot be broken.  Why then do people not act as they believe?  I do not think it is harder..I think it would be much easier for all. 

Mammonism is not a true faith..it is but a game..a tool..as with any other tool..only as good and effective as those who use it..

So I say..as it has been said..in the time of words and speaking..CONFLICT..NO!

Peace Tony

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change

Hello..Greetings and Salutations..with the grace of six apart and a little help from my mind..I am back and should be posting soon..on wordpress..typepad..and posterous..so that is what I am doing my friends..voxers and the acquaintences I shall meet..have to finish up and then post..I feared my mental pants where pulled..such as the Aussie rugby player in the pic..but no..just a brief inspection..HO HO HO..Peace Tony

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Gettin' On The Road

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Time is good as time has past..exchanged just how we feel..

Even though just cyber..somehow love makes it real...

From secret spy who travels..to Freedoms heartland home..

Take my more..and my less..heading out to Wordpress..learn or write a tome..

Not one to speak and run..I'll be around awhile..to exchange the dangers and the fun

a smile in style..

The cyber home will be strange..just for the first time feel..

Not the Apocs we are from Vox..and we are really real..

As Cryin' I will see you..at the blog home new..each of us bringing our own for that is what we do..

Peace Tony

 

(I am going to recon today..post until the 12th..hook up as I can..then settle in to exchange..that is my plan..CU in the sunny funnies HO HO HO)